Health and Body

Assallam alaikum, F I am a married woman since 2 years i do work from home job and do cooking looking after my husband i am madly in love with my husband i cannot even define the amount of love i have for him in my heart I am an obese person which including me don’t like i tried many times to lose weight but failed acc to my family my husband might lose interest in me in coming years if I don’t lose weight. Every time i have fight with my husband he says that I don’t do anything just scroll reels 1 bar khana pakana konsi badi baath hai is what he say i look after him to that he is like thats ur responsibility if u cannot my parents will he never shows that he value me never ever appreciate me for the love i have for him never confesses his love nothing just complaining that i an a lazy person. I joined gym to lose weight but everytime i look myself into mirror i feel like crying that what did i made myself i never took care of me just was at back of my husband i was there for him every single time no matter what .. i have a very good sharp feature everyone use to compliment me but acc to him he never not even once since i got married complimented me if i ask him he is like why should I compliment you did u ever see anyone compliment me no so i also don’t compliment anyone .. I read his before marriage chats with his co workers where is said to her “did u got hurt when u fell from heaven “ and this person never compliments me I don’t know what should i do i really feel so bad looking at myself i have tried to lose weight many times always failed i was healthy when i got married but after marriage i gained 14 kgs i look so ugly .. and the biggest drawback is i lost the connection with Allah swt .. i am unable to pray . I feel i am the worst creation

I never thought my life would become so difficult while I was still trying to build it. I am a 6th-semester IT student and I have been trying to start my career as a software engineer. I have worked hard, learned different technologies, built projects, and applied for internships. But somehow, I still haven't been able to get even one internship. I kept telling myself that I just needed one opportunity. Then my health became another battle. I was diagnosed with keratoconus. In November 2024, I underwent a corneal transplant. After the surgery, my vision improved, and I finally felt that maybe I could return to my normal life. But recently, I was diagnosed with cataract. Now my vision has become severely blurred again. The things that used to be normal for me—reading, studying, working on my laptop, writing code—have become difficult. I am losing my ability to focus on my studies, and at the same time I am worried about my career and financial future. On top of that, I come from a desi family where there is constant pressure about engagement and marriage. But how can I think about marriage when I am struggling to manage my health, education, career and finances? Sometimes I sit alone and think about my future. Will I be able to complete my degree properly? Will I ever get a job? Will my eyesight become better? Or will I eventually lose my vision? I honestly don't know. I am trying to remain strong, but there are moments when everything feels too heavy. I am sharing this because I genuinely don't know what the right path is any more I never thought my life would become so difficult while I was still trying to build it.

Hello Everyone I'm 24 M . Last 2 years sy mery sth aik serious issue chl ra hai to mjy mentally bht disturb kr raha hai. Issue ye hai k mn aik 24 M ho k akela room mn nhi so pata mjy aesa feel hota rehta hai k jesy koi mjy dekh raha hai ya hoga , mn jis side karwat lon mjy lgta hai k mry pichy koi khara hai or mjy touch krny wala hai. Halank phly kbi mery sth aesa nhi hua tha lkn last 2 saal sy mn yay chiz consistently face kr raha hon , agr koi cloth ya towel room mn hang hua va hai or meri achank ankh khul k uss py pr gai to mn usk illusions bnany lag jata hon k koi insaan latak raha hai jo k meri nend ko bht disturb krdeta hai , Mn recently hostel move hua hon or akela room mn rehta hon aik to nai jaga upr sy mera ye darr mn july k dinon mn apny room k door lock or windows lock krk agy curtains krk sota raha hon k koi mjy dekh na ra ho koi mery room mn na ajaey ,or mjy pata hah k mna vo habs ki raten kesy guzari hen, iski wja sy meri nend bht disturb hui hai mn hr ghnty bd dr k uth jata hon or phr drta rehta hon so nhi pata subho hojati hai ,mn apny iss phobia ko ly k bht worried hon or iss sy meri health b weak ho ri hai due to lack of sleep .Mjy ni smjh ara k bchpn mn to smjh aaty aesy phobias lekin ab 2 saal sy mery sth aesa hona q shuru hogya hai. Mjy abhi life mn abroad b move krna hai or wahan b single rehna hai lkn mera ye phobia mjy bht disturb kr raha , agr mn quranic suraah parhny lg jaun to uss time mjy or b ziada daar lgny lg jata hai k waqai kch hai aesa jisk liy mjy duaen prhni pr rahi hain or agr mn khud ko busy b krun tb b mera mind mjy kehta rehta hai k tum iss chiz sy bchny k liy apny ap ko divert kr rahy ho or phr mera sara dehab unhi chizon ki taraf chla jata hai or phir sleepless nights… Please Help Me